Calm

That time during the day when every thing comes abruptly to a halt. Everybody goes home, the lights go out and all I hear is the hum of the fridge and the click of the seconds. It just turned thursday and I sit alone in the wake of my ping poker get together. It interesting what the effects of time can do to a person. No less that six hours ago, I sat here in this same position in this same spot doing just what I am now doing, with one exception. I was losing my mind. Shit was running so fast and I was dialing numbers so fast. I wanted nothing more at that moment to be anywhere else doing something else. But now, here I am and I could not be any more satisfied. It is truly rewarding to be doing the exact thing that I wish for. But think of the irony. The only variable is time. Time alone is respnsible for my change in mood. Like the last 6 hours have been a full body massage. Before I was tense and shaking and now I am relaxed and calm. So good. Im out.